krupatato 29 февраля 2024 г., 12:35 Пожаловаться Maybe my mum hated herself for not being able to hold on to her humanity; maybe she hated me for being the cause of her losing it. Woman, Eating Клэр Кохда 3,7
krupatato 29 февраля 2024 г., 12:34 Пожаловаться Created not by another vampire but by her own grief, with no origin exactly, but rather born from trauma. Woman, Eating Клэр Кохда 3,7
krupatato 2 марта 2024 г., 00:25 Пожаловаться I feel only the absence of something like love, of something like faith, of purpose, meaning, of appreciation for anything. Woman, Eating Клэр Кохда 3,7
krupatato 1 марта 2024 г., 17:09 Пожаловаться Art comes to mean something different to people when it becomes something they can possess. Woman, Eating Клэр Кохда 3,7
krupatato 1 марта 2024 г., 11:34 Пожаловаться To see if I can find the shape of myself in whatever I create, to try to identify what I am somehow, separate from my mum’s definitions of me and her superstitions, and in the preferred medium of my human father. Woman, Eating Клэр Кохда 3,7
krupatato 29 февраля 2024 г., 19:58 Пожаловаться I wonder if I’ve been useful to her only as something she can pour everything she despises about herself into, something that she could raise to hate itself so that she’d have company in her feelings. Woman, Eating Клэр Кохда 3,7
krupatato 29 февраля 2024 г., 16:14 Пожаловаться Everything in me that makes me anxious moving forward in life, that makes me feel as though I’m doing things wrong, that I’m not on the right path somehow, that I’m bad in some way, comes from her, and yet I’ve always forgiven her. Woman, Eating Клэр Кохда 3,7
krupatato 29 февраля 2024 г., 13:48 Пожаловаться I realised quite a long time ago that the demon isn’t necessarily linked to God; it’s not the antithesis of human, or of the soul. It is just a different animal, which has a different diet to humans. Woman, Eating Клэр Кохда 3,7
krupatato 28 февраля 2024 г., 16:45 Пожаловаться The filth of the pig is just symptomatic of the sins of the human. Woman, Eating Клэр Кохда 3,7
krupatato 28 февраля 2024 г., 16:29 Пожаловаться I don’t know where the human and demon in me connect, whether there are roots that sprout from the demon and reach for and attach onto the human, or vice versa. Woman, Eating Клэр Кохда 3,7