RamingoWS 16 сентября 2018 г., 15:25 Пожаловаться We don`t talk, because we aren`t doing much of that lately. Sure, we have conversations when we need to, but for the most part we`re quiet. But we do spend a lot of time together. That`s the strange thing. We read together in the living room, or she hangs out in the dining room with me and watches me work on my legos, or… Развернуть 3 Ханна Московиц 5,0
RamingoWS 16 сентября 2018 г., 15:25 Пожаловаться Alexis is still afraid and I`m still awkward. Josey is still rattled and Theo is still lazy. We`ve just found out that it sucks less when we`re holding hands and jumping into the fire than when we`re doing it alone. 3 Ханна Московиц 5,0
RamingoWS 16 сентября 2018 г., 15:24 Пожаловаться Why does everything have to be about my future, can`t I just be happy for right now?" 3 Ханна Московиц 5,0
RamingoWS 16 сентября 2018 г., 15:24 Пожаловаться "I don`t want to be dumped in three years because you decide we were an experiment." "I don`t want to be dumped last month because you`re so sure we can`t be." 3 Ханна Московиц 5,0
RamingoWS 16 сентября 2018 г., 15:03 Пожаловаться I`d rather resent you forever than have to not think of you at all. 3 Ханна Московиц 5,0
RamingoWS 16 сентября 2018 г., 15:02 Пожаловаться Between me doing the paperwork and Josey taking charge, everyone who`s seen us probably assumes I`m the patient and she`s the caretaker, which is sort of Josey`s problem in a nutshell. 3 Ханна Московиц 5,0
RamingoWS 16 сентября 2018 г., 14:51 Пожаловаться When I broke up with my old boyfriends, I`d cry for two days and we`d go through any lengths necessary to avoid each other at school, and I`d glare at anyone who brought his name up and glare at any girls going after him just for good measure, long after I actually cared. We`d go straight from making out to hating each… Развернуть 3 Ханна Московиц 5,0
RamingoWS 16 сентября 2018 г., 14:50 Пожаловаться I should be happy that he loves her enough to be fine with her grumpy teenager in his house. I could possibly express this happiness by being less grumpy. Which would probably be easier if the happiness were real. 3 Ханна Московиц 5,0
RamingoWS 16 сентября 2018 г., 14:06 Пожаловаться I`d always have someone I`d be jealous about, every once in a while, because I`m an imperfect human, and because everyone loves their huge cast of people, poly or no. 3 Ханна Московиц 5,0
RamingoWS 16 сентября 2018 г., 14:06 Пожаловаться I`ve never been in a relationship that makes me this happy when we`re together, but I`ve also never been in one that makes me this lonely whenever we`re apart. I don`t know what to do with that. 3 Ханна Московиц 5,0
RamingoWS 16 сентября 2018 г., 14:06 Пожаловаться "Why is it always the people at parties who nobody knows who get too drunk?" says Aanya. "It`s never he host`s best friend." "Because people drink more when they`re uncomfortable, and people are uncomfortable when they don`t know anyone." 3 Ханна Московиц 5,0
RamingoWS 16 сентября 2018 г., 14:04 Пожаловаться It`s really hard not to flirt with boys. I`m honestly not sure I know how to talk to them without flirting, and I don`t actually think it`s because guys take everything as an invitation to think about you nakes (not that they don`t) but because this is just how I`ve always been told to act. Be nice, smile, laugh at his… Развернуть 3 Ханна Московиц 5,0
RamingoWS 16 сентября 2018 г., 13:44 Пожаловаться Because I love Aanya. And people have been making jokes about me and Aanya for as long as I can remember. How we`re always touching each other`s hair and coming up behind each other and hugging from behind, and how — and this was what I was thinking when I was moving, this what was on my mind about starting a new life —… Развернуть 3 Ханна Московиц 5,0
RamingoWS 16 сентября 2018 г., 13:43 Пожаловаться I can`t hear anything between my swim cap and my goggles and the water crashing up and over my head each time I pull another stroke, but I pretend I can hear my mom. I always do. I could make this a romantic moment, and say I`m imagining Theo cheering me on, or even Josey. But I`m not. This moment is me and my mom. I… Развернуть 3 Ханна Московиц 5,0
RamingoWS 16 сентября 2018 г., 13:42 Пожаловаться "Ugh," I say to Theo, as Lucas and Lexie disappear over to the bleachers. "I am possibly the world`s worst sister." "When my aunt was a kid she set my mom`s car on fire." "What?" "I`m just saying. You`re not the worst sister." 3 Ханна Московиц 5,0
RamingoWS 16 сентября 2018 г., 13:26 Пожаловаться ...Josie hands me the brush and shows me how to coat the chicken, her long, pink-nailed fingers on top of mine, and the steam from the pan is bringing out the jasmine smell of her perfume and she`s talking to me quietly and I feel like I`m sinking underwater. Because, the truth is, and I`ve known it for a while, and God… Развернуть 3 Ханна Московиц 5,0
RamingoWS 16 сентября 2018 г., 13:25 Пожаловаться "I`m eating this one." "Ew, I licked that." "You also lick the inside of your mouth, and I put my tongue in there." "That`s the grossest explanation of kissing I`ve ever heard." "My grandfather calls it slapping gums." "Thank you." 3 Ханна Московиц 5,0
RamingoWS 16 сентября 2018 г., 13:24 Пожаловаться "I mean... it would be hard dating someone who didn`t like my best friend. Have you ever done that?" "No." "It would be like... not liking a part of me. So I guess it would be weird." 3 Ханна Московиц 5,0
RamingoWS 16 сентября 2018 г., 00:06 Пожаловаться "You have to bring him down for a visit!" she says. "We can double." It`s weird that this is the moment, but it is. The moment I realize how much the world is set up for couples. It`s not like I hadn`t thought about the big things — how marriage would work (not that I`m actually thinking about marrying anyone for an… Развернуть 3 Ханна Московиц 5,0
RamingoWS 16 сентября 2018 г., 00:06 Пожаловаться I can`t even tell if she knows I was being sarcastic. God, when was the last time I talked to her? We text all the time, but maybe we can`t read each other`s voices anymore. When I was okay with being away from her, I don`t think I knew this was going to happen. I wasn`t worried about long distance because I didn`t think… Развернуть 3 Ханна Московиц 5,0